Just really tired of the stale-mate biting my tongue etc..
The game works on the basis of as long as some dedicated player triumphs over the others, and obtains the right to regulate the prospertive outlook and dare I say "divine" will of the gods..
I just halfong-dogon-dare any of you to type staff and realize yet again,
this controversy that has been the coil of turmoil for your years here.
Staff is a fractional total verses the players.
I doubt some time any of us mortals really truely appreciate what one person does for you.
Think that it is an easy resonsiblity to put up with everyone and truely respect their point of intake?
Think that it is simple to hold the reigns and dish out and do the designated obligations?
Do you really thinks anything that goes on upstairs is all fun and games and a status glyph of power?
Nahh, you've fooled yourself in some fit of self-righteous mannerisms....
One things goes against anyones motto and whamo,
hell of a nuke in the hole to deal with, and guess what the Staff side sits on the egg and waits for it
hatch, hopefully into something worthwhile...
As a player you can spend alot of time searching for the gaps and holes in the system here.
Maybe there are valid arguements, but unlike the rest of anyone else here. I've got absolutely
zero obligation in maintaining the game. And I'll fess up on that note to say, that basically in
some less than a decade time spent here, my contributions are seemingly void and null. The nihility of having attributed nothing to the mainstream game other than teach leaves me with this obsession to do alot more...
Often times though, I'd like to tell some of you to shut up and put a black apple in your pie-hole.
But basically, that's not how things get resolved...
Yet, I'm not looking for a resolution.
Moreover a statement.
I don't have the luxury like a good portion of everyone in owning a computer, or having one
at my expense daily. But I garuntee you my very godforsaken purpose of existance here, that within
this summer, in the course of working a second job and eventually raising enough funds for my own
dark tower of dominion. Guys, girls, possible its... I'm coming back and making my mark...
That's what my statement is, just exactly what mark have you made in this game?
I can account for a few good souls that have taken care of me and given some refuge within all the chaos..
Let's hit the nail on the head, the whole Gydin crappola.
Extremely great guy, helps out with what he can whenever he was around..
But trying to sell me empathy on the fact he helped "newbies".??
Is that what they are to everyone newbies, new lambs for the slaughter...
Till the day I quit, never will I ceise to exist or enhance anothers enlightenment to the realm of dl.
And while the avability of my knowledge to the game sources and place are limited, lets just garuntee
everyone something. I'm one hell of a teacher or helper to others, in fact it's more a pleasure to aseemble
little ones and empower their egos into thinking or fooling them that one day, they can be above all the rest
of us...
Fact remains, if I really do screw up somehow out of greed, stupidity, or the common lack of the thought process that is suppose to accompany human beings. Then so be it. May I go in dismay hopefully knowing that all of carry some semblance of my love and appreciation... Hey it'd be my screwup and I'm halfling enough to own up to whatver. Permit me to start anew and comeback then you best bet I'll be down for the repeat...
Basically, alot of you do have a concerned imput on whats going on,
and have this web of friends that enslave you to things you'd regularly not bother with...
But don't stick your necks out for the tally marks of those fallen, they'll be back in due time,
given they've possibly matured.
This place is free, it's a privledge. Not a right, and yeah it's more than possible that after years we're gonna make
some major errors in the pool of hard taught lessons...
What I personally don't appreciate is the mudslinging slanderism that goes into trying to obtain a
moral standing of being correct, possibly even innoscent to the effect of the causes..
Be nice if some of us spent more time developing rather than demanding a judicial and legislature in the game..
Guys they're only a handfull of seven people running the ropes for you. And if I may they've done darn good job of enhancing what we had just five years ago.
Yeah sometimes I look around and think you've all fallen to shambles...
It takes experience month to drive some of you out. Then when you've peaked your characters and rolled some side project you typically sit around waiting for you "deserved" quest.. Advancement is all anyone here seems to take pride or pleasure in... So if that's your only virtue, then I suggest your turn your vice around and advance the entire spectrum not just your own playground...
Sincerely doubt some of you will ever mature, but that's ok. They invented guilds for those of like qualities and natures..
Easy enough to go around ignoring those benefactions. I'd really appreciate it if everyone quit walking around nit-picking about the finite manuere rather than gaze in infinite glory of what is, was, will, and shall be.
Probably to hard for the audience this was directed yet to acertain, most you'll probably come up with is some defense.
